Emotions are brimming, heaven is pouring. Will you make it through the rain?

Today went to catch Xinyi's performance!
So cool ! haha
Xinyi is my new idol! She can sing so well!
Her band's the best among those i watched. Really.

Thanks to Pei wen for such a good recommendation too!
No regrets going =) Glad that we managed to catch up a bit.
Look forward to more gatherings! Miss u girls a lot.
Sophia, shining, wileen..when can we meet up?

And of course, have to say a big big THANK YOU to dearest dar.
Knowing that i will have to travel alone to boon keng, he gladly initiated to accompany me there =) In the end i pulled him along to watch the concert with me =p hope he enjoyed it. To me, it was a good exposure. Of course, my sweetest dar den took the longer route to send me home. I'm the most fortunate girl! THANK YOU DAR!

LiJEin
Sunday, December 30, 2007

YEAH! went to Mt Faber yesterday! Have to applaud darling for his fantastic idea! It was a really beautiful night spent with him. The cable car ride, which i've not taken for years gave a bird's eye view of singapore. We were at Mt faber early, so we went around taking lots and lots of photos =) figuring out my camera's special functions. Have to say that darling really do have some skills in taking photos hehe. He understands how different angles make a difference *wink*

I'm right in front of u! haha

Spent about an hour enjoying the walk and scenary in Mt faber. Then, we went back to the Jewel box all excited for our night programme =) Thinking that the programme will start at 7, we arrived at the "Magical kingdom" at about..6.30pm. Ordered our drinks and snacks, only to realise that the show only starts at 8pm! Argh..! So, we sat there and chatted for an hour plus =pp. OH! Dar tried my oreo cheese cake too! Haha according to him its nice =) [if only i hear tt from my family too..they've yet to touch the ones at home =( ] While it was nearing 8, the sky darkened and the lights lit up. Nice christmas music played along and we were enjoying every moment of the romantic setting. So sweet of dar to suggest this. Am so so so happy that mum actually allowed me to go! Thanks mum!

The performance was short and sweet. There were some interactions with the audience,plus nice singing and perfect synchronisation between the songs and the lights! awesome! =) I liked the light up of the artificial christmas tree the most! The performance was followed by another batch of photo takings and a short walk. The breeze was making me feel as if i was in Genting highlands =p For a moment, felt that i was overseas with darling.9pm we gathered at the deck . There was a snow show awaiting. "snow" seemed to be falling from the sky for 15 minutes. It really really felt like i was somewhere out of singapore for a while. Although it wasn't my first time seeing artificial snow, it felt a lot different.

sweet darling den accompanied me all the way home although 963 passes by his house =) I guess i'll have to give myself a pat on the shoulder. I checked my horrendous results the night before but i managed to put it aside for a beautiful night spent with darling. It is a really impactful wake up call to me. Have to stop loading myself with unnecessary stuff and concentrate on studying. Time to buck up!

Look forward to the time where we can enjoy breathtaking sunsets everyday.

*PS darling looked different.

Very fresh look! like it =) *

The flower he gave stands on my study desk..

No more hiding.

No more denying.

No more guilt.

Dad and mum, thanks for accepting that i've grown up.

LiJEin
Friday, December 28, 2007

yeah its christmas! the season of giving and sharing.
Joyous season =)

Met dar in the morning =) He came to bt panjang!
Hahahaha. was laughing at him for not knowing how hip Bt panjang is!
Our "chinatown" market makes us quite unique i guess.
Always filled with aunties buying groceries, temporary stalls promoting products or selling clothes, plus good food!
He was squeezing around looking so fascinated. The stalls selling chinese new year decorations and playing chinese new year songs added to the "chinatown" feel haha. (though its a bit early =p) although it was a short 45 min+ meet up with him, it was enough to make me feel better.

Afternoon was quality time spent with family. Love spending time with mum =) Although my family dun celebrate christmas, i enjoyed shopping, walking, talking with mum and sis. Very relaxing. =) Am contented with just spending time with javin and my family. Am enjoying the warmth and love this christmas

Merry christmas to all! spread the joy!

LiJEin
Tuesday, December 25, 2007

I hardly have enough time for myself
or perhaps i'm someone who needs more time for myself than anybody else
Hardly have time for my friends,
already feeling very guilty.
I've already tired my best in forking out time
but still it brings pain.

What i deem as enough is not enough afterall...
what is enough...
how much is enough...

LiJEin
Monday, December 24, 2007

I celebrated chirstmas with dar yesterday! Yep, cos i guess next week I'll be spending most of my time with my family =). Anyway, me and dar spent a lot of time walking and walking last night. From Bugis to Simlim to Plaza sing..den all the way to far east without much stopping along the way. Though our legs were tired and we had to stand all the way throughout the bus ride back, we enjoyed each other company a lot a lot.

Buying presents for him, watching him try on new clothes, squeezing through bugis street cos of his big bag containing my present, taking photos photos and more photos along the way was a really great experience. Besides, this is the first time i got permission from my mum to go out with him! It was a unforgettable night spent.

And most importantly, i love the present from him! I was hugging it along orchard road. The "blur" look it has reminds me of dar hahahaha. Its baby eyeore! and its huge! Love hugging it. Hugged it to sleep last night =)

Can't wait to the next time i see him! He's gonna bring me to Mt faber! Oh my, just by looking at the pictures of the christmas decoration is making me so so so so excited. Javin never fails to make me feel loved. He always knows of the interesting things happening in town and always includes me in his plans. Am so contented

LiJEin
Thursday, December 20, 2007

Was a really busy week.

Mon went to school for emed training. was suppose to start at 9am but i thought it was 10! so was late =p Then went shopping with darling to get Yann and cheryl their christmas gift =)

From wed - fri, i was involved in Xperience Pharmacy Camp 07

I'm really glad that i volunteered in this event.

Got to know some really nice JC students, pharmacy and its job prospects

The year 3s did a good job in organising this event.

Also tried living in Prince George's Residence! Nice place but a bit too far from NUS.

Overall this camp was really enriching. Best part of my holiday!

Though there were some misunderstandings with javin during the camp, we manage to really spill our thoughts out. Sometimes i really dislike myself for being some sort of perfectionist.

It was partly because of our difference in working style ba. Anyway, happy tt we sorted things out.

It was a fun and enriching camp. Take a look at the photos! My nice "juniors" even bought me and Javin a couple pig =) Played a lot of games, bonded with them well and really appreciate their enthusiasm.

Went for brown bagging today after sleeping 12 hours hahaa. Emed's brown bagging event was a voluntary event where pharmacists help to check the medication of the elderly. Sounds cool huh! hahaha. But i wasn't of much help cos i have not learnt about drugs and their uses. Can't even speak teochew fluently being a pure teochew. URGh! I want to learn and practice teochew!!!! Anson was telling me off in front of the elderly and made me so embarrassed of myself! The elderly were laughing at me haahahha. Wanna learn to speak like him =ppp

The elderly who anson, senior yi xuan and me were incharge of were really nice =). We only have 1 lady who's on medication. High blood pressure, diabetes and diuretics were amongst the medication. If its not for yi xuan, think we'll have hard time finding out about the drugs. If its not for Anson, I may have to use the most ancient way of conversing, hand gestures. haha. This lady has superb memory despite being 71. She knows how often to eat the medication, and what each medication is for! thanks to anson and yi xuan, I learnt quite a lot at today's brown bagging.

The other 2 old ladies were very nice! Thank god one of them could speak chinese. so i spoke quite a lot to her. The other spoke pure teochew. I could understand wad she said but it was just very difficult for me to speak the dialect =p She's 95! And she's not on any medication! Really healthy. No need any walking aids too! Wanna be like her next time haahhahaaha.

This week is really meaningful. Look forward to volunteering for more of such events. Love the joy of giving and sharing.

LiJEin
Saturday, December 15, 2007

wow, today's one of my happiest days
Spent the entire day with dar
came home and sis broke a good news to me
"mum knows about ur boyfriend!"
hahaha. I must have gone crazy. Despite hiding for 5 months I'm happy that mum found out? hehe. Thats because, mum din make a big fuss about it!
Apparently mum asked sis if i went to watch enchanted with dar or my uni friends (cos i told her uni friends =p)
There's some progress! At least now i know mum is not strongly against it.
One day i shall talk about it openly to mum.
Dad's side..i'm not sure how I am going to deal with it.
As for now, shall not think too much.
Will just indulge in the happiness..yeah!

LiJEin
Thursday, December 06, 2007

YEAH~ no work today =)
went to school for rag meeting followed by yummy lor mee!
weird, i miss school's food hahahaha
am watching ghost whisperer with darling now!
happy happy!

LiJEin
Thursday, December 06, 2007

=) Today's a happy day

But I started it by being the silliest person on earth.
Was suppose to meet darling at 11am. left home in a rush at 10plus quite confident that i'll be able to reach in time. BUT...while I was 3/4 way to the bus stop, i realised tt i din wear my contact lenses!! How much more foolish can i be? And i was suppose to go catch a movie!

Anyway, walked home to get my lenses before i met darling for a later movie slot =p. sorry dar have to put up with my foolishness hahahahaha. Well, lunch was great. Had the bibimbab which sophia recommended to me the last time. YUM YUM! =)

Enchanted was sweet =) The chipmunk was super funny! hahaha. Nice movie to watch with dardar. we can't stop singing the tune after the show.

Spent the rest of the day shopping! Bought cotton on shorts while dar bought a polo shirt. Walked around far east..but din see anything which i like. the dress from sara and pat is no longer there =( (cheryl's right, should have got it then) Nvm, will look out for nicer ones online!

*Oh ya, dar has a new hair colour! Sooooooo Handsome!
Look so much younger and lively =) CHERYL! ITS NOT BLACK! hahahaha!*

Really apologetic tt i can't spent tml with dar cos of work. Have to bring forward our 5 months celebration to today. Yes, its 5 months already! one more month to half a year! Am enjoying his presence so much. Every minute i'm with him, i'm given all the attention and love. Thanks darling for always being there.

love u lots *hug*

LiJEin
Monday, December 03, 2007