I'll mark yesterday as the worst day of the month.
I'm quite sure it'll make it as the worst day of the year too...
GGrrr.
Something turned me off early in the morning
den talked coldly to javin for no particular reason.
Mood swing? PMS? i dunno. Just din felt like talking a lot. and din felt like being bubbly...
Lecture was a torture today. Knowing tt he was fuming mad cos of me being cold.
but cos of me being moody, i din give in =p
It continued throughout the day. Just felt like keeping quiet.
I smile a lot to my friends, but cos u see me everyday, i feel tt i dun have to put up a smile when i dun want to. So probably thats why it feels like i'm treating u differently..
Things did change a little after i experienced the most traumatic incident in my life so far.
Was planning to cross a small carpark entrance to big book shop but it started to rain.
Din felt like opening up the umbrella cos it was such a short distance so wanted to have some fun in the rain. started walking along the pavement which was not sheltered, enjoying the cooling raindrops. but out of nowhere felt a hand grab me and we were about to cross the road. Next thing, i was in the middle of the road with javin and a red car right behind us! It came so close that it hit my left leg and his right leg. Javin was holding me so tightly. For a while, i din know what to do... Never had such a close encounter with a moving car.. Can't imagine what would have happened if the car din stop *sob sob* It was traumatizing...
After that things got better. Was feeling bad for deciding to walk in the rain..
Tried to stay as calm as possible like nothing had happened in mum's presence. Met mum at plaza to get some groceries. it took her so long to come, my shoulder almost broke. the bag i was carrying was so so heavy. in addition, jav's mum got me some new year goodies and jav made a pair of oranges for my family of which were in a paper bag tt i was holding on =)
My shoulder was red and aching by the time i left plaza. That wasn't the end. Carrying all the barangs, accompanied mum to our market to get dinner. Almost tripped and fell..Grrr. was wondering when all the misfortunes are going to stop..
After i got home, everything was better. UNTIL...I started making the lantern. Halfway, there were not enough cardboards. was lacking 15 more. Wanted to continue to see it works..but after an hour, my UHU glue ran out. Tried white glue cannot. Tried double sided tape also cannot. The worst thing is, the stuff which i had taped were dropping off..! The product? A flimsy lantern.....
Can't take its ugliness. So took out every single thing. Staple bullets poke into my fingers every so often..There goes my monday night. Am i a student? din touch any notes at all.
I remembered reading tt Dragon's prediction of the 1st month of lunar new year is being prone to accidents. Gosh, its not even the 1st month of new year yet and i'm already having a preview of what is going to happen.. Sincerely hope tt no more of such will happen again. This time i was lucky. Oh i forgot to add..one of my gold fish died =(. Probably it helped me 挡灾. Thanks goldfish!
Am glad tt day was over. My weekend was quite well spent. Love to walk around with mummy nowadays. Mummy no longer scolds non stop! yea! Have always wanted a friendly relationship with mum. Now i have it! Hope the rainbow will appear after the rain i went through yesterday..
Javin mummy, thanks for the goodies! the almond cookies are yummy.
Javin thanks for always accepting me for who i am and thanks for the hand made oranges!
ok for now! its bed time! yea!
LiJEin
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