I hate myself for being so clumsy..Was devastated the night before because i lost a very precious gift from darling..Handpicked from Japan, we had always wanted to hang it on our handphones but decided to do so only after we both switched new handsets..we both changed new phones this month, but the handphone strap was on my phone for less than 1 week..First, i had to change my sim card which caused me to break my crystal case in the processAnd i had to remove my keychain to remove the case.Silly enough, i din put the keychain back immediately cos i thought i would be getting a new case soon..Left it in my pouch..after ubin, still safe in thereThe day before on my way to plaza, i took the keychain out and that was the last time i saw it. Wanted to put it on but din have a needle with me..So left it in my bag.Now, its gone. I dunno what happened. Dropped it while removing something from bag?Dropped it in plaza? in fajar? at Malcolm's place?Still waiting for news from joanne or malcolm..But hope seems slim... =(Couldn't help but cry when i couldn't find it the night before. Dug everything out from my bag..nothing..Woke up early yesterday morning to check if i dropped it downstairs. No~This is not my first time losing something from him..Forever absent minded.Things only got better after i met him in town last night.Met him after gathering with AJ 1805 1st intakeNo doubt, it was interesting to share and learn how much my friends and I have been through these years but couldn't help but feel sad about my negligence and stupidity.After the gathering, met dar and immersed ourselves in the christmas atmosphere with all the lightings.His continuous assurance that everything's fine made a whole lot of difference.He met me at 8 plus, sent me home at 10, before he headed home again. Even my mum thinks that was so much effort on his partOnly darling will do that for me. So loved.Thank u darling~ *hugs*
LiJEin
Monday, December 29, 2008